im n ot sure what to do... the man that i love so much seem to have goten distant with me for no apperent reason. ( long story short) he's still stuck in another state 1100miles away. wants to move to fl. lost his job in april desperatly trying to sell his home find work, hes stressed, depressed. i don't know what to do for him and yet this distanct makes me wonder, i purchased this cruise for him i'v been paying for this thing for 5 mons now and still isn't paid off i'v dont some up grades for a surpises for him so he can just kick back and relax, i thought about getting streamers ( it'l be his birthday that week, his first cruise, i just want it to be perfect for ) now im wondering if the possability is that i might be on this cruise by myself alone. without him... so now im stressing, depressed and have no clue what's even happeing with him .. i feel like iv lost the love of my life..my soul mate ( if you believe in that stuff). well that's my blog sorry to have made anyone board.. Bronica
it's crazy what people will do to get ahead in life . i have no one to tell this to so i figured i'd dump it here and expect nothing in return from anyone just my way of venting.. being im a mgr in retail 2 teens thought i brought money home ( there 16 and 17yrs and very dumb) they broke into my home at 130am last wednesday morning proceeded to tell me there gonna kill me. they both chocked me til i passed out beat me til my face face is so messed up and my nose is broke and my neck has both of there hand prints around my neck they took my statue and beat me in the head with it til they broke the statue ( amazing ) and then stomped on my face til they left the bottom of there shoe prints on my face. and then sexualy melasted me. god must have told me that it wasn't my turn not that night. altho i have no memory but i managed to get up outa the pools of blood and make my way back to my bedroom and put some clothes on and even make my way to the other side of my room and call for help.. theyn say the blood trial says so.. i then went back into my livingroom leaving my hallway ways covered in blood where i passed out somewhere there.. this is all due because im a mgr in retail.. and 2 dumb blk kids tried to beat me to death. this was all premetated right down to the mask they wore.. my point is this the laws for our youth needs to change it's not the 50's and there not stealing handy bars!!!! there killing ppl and literly getting ways with it cuz there junviles.. people this is your future, should you be scared of it??? cuz im not terrifed we ALL NEED to get with out state annorney's office and complian about the laws only way this will ever change....
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